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My life has been rough recently, to say the least. I had to completely leave a friend group behind, and have had to sort of start from scratch in some places.. although, I will admit, it is refreshing in a weird way. This camp started at the perfect time- not only do I have a new server with all my friends in it, I've had an amazing opportunity to meet new people. On top of that, I've also made some real life friends.. something I haven't done in years.
They're all really nice to me, and I enjoy hanging out with them, even if they are a bit weird.. although, hey, I'm weird too, so it works out.
I've also been facing a lot of demotivation and art block recently, something which had never really happened to me until this year. With all the conflict involving my comic, I've barely worked on it. Sure, there is a lot of unreleased content I have pre-made, so future episodes should be easier to make, but.. I'm the only one working on it full time. And I don't think I'll ever get that feeling of restriction-free creativity I once had when working on it.. things have changed, and I don't entirely feel safe working on it any more. And trust me, I have my reasons. Good ones.
But.. whatever, life will continue and eventually there will be a point where I think of it for the last time and nothing will matter.
I can't wait until then.